________

I hate my birthday.

 

 

 

Forget about August. 11th, it's just another 24 hours that people rush away. 

I´ve heard there was a secret chord That David played, and it pleased the Lord But you don´t really care for music, do you? It goes like this, the fourth, the fifth The minor fall, the major lift The baffled king composing Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Your faith was strong but you needed proof You saw her bathing on the roof Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you She tied you to a kitchen chair She broke your throne, she cut your hair And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Maybe I´ve been here before I know this room, I´ve walked this floor I used to live alone before I knew you I´ve seen your flag on the marble arch Love is not a victory march It´s a cold and it´s a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah There was a time you let me know What´s real and going on below But now you never show it to me, do you? And remember when I moved in you? The holy dark was moving too And every breath we drew was Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Maybe there´s a God above And all I ever learned from love Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you It´s not a cry you can hear at night It´s not somebody who´s seen the light Its a cold and its a broken Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah Hallelujah, Hallelujah

In everyone's life, there will always be the one who guides.

someone just told me.

who is guiding for me i was wondering

recalling everybody who has played a role in my life.

i dont know.

who will luckily be the only one?

 

for the coming bday,

me and you all,

i wanted to say

Thank you.

 

for showing up in my great and wonderful life,

and also appreciating your work.

 

i have grown up a lot this year of 2006,

compare to 05,

learned how to realize whats life for

learned how to recall the bads and the goods.

learned how to give up something without regreting

and also learned how to grow up.

 

regardless,

someone who has helped me.

with great blessings and love

good luck.

and

take cares.

 

Mindy

 

in the dark sky

i will have a place to live,

neither the clouds or the rain drops

but i,

will always have a place to live

without disturbing the thunder,

i will rarely cry or shout

only quietly survive

in the darkening sky.

so i took my FIRST SAT in my life.

it was a great experience for sitting there almost 4 hours.

it was hard and complicated. but i like it.

no wonder why

i like sitting there taking the TOFEL test last thurs, and got good score of cuz.

but SAT. oh oh, sad.

math is okay, i wish i could have more time,

for WRITING, feels good but dont kno the result yet

for CRITICAL READING, screw me!

all the bubbles just killed me.

and the thing is,

not enough time,  or lets say i read slow..

ahhhh, wat drives me crazy is the filling in the ____

i literally had no clue what to do,

VOCABULARY!!!!!

i cant even guess sometimes

However, i wish i got some right.

anyways,

good thing about SAT is that you can omit problems that u dont even wanna take a guess.

and also in MATH, all the student response questions, u dont have to worry, just take a shot

 

ANYWAYS.

now i kno what to do in summer.

kk, but the sad thing is, nxt wk this time, ACT!

basically the same as ACT, but more details.!

oh GOD,

the end of the year, always TRYYYY!

common MINDY

take a good shot!

 

今年的愚人節你們都在幹嗎

無聊的躺在床上

費勁的愚那些已經久違了的朋友

大家都清楚地知道

只不過我在説笑罷了

 

但是還是會感動地看到

有人會上這個鈎

有時想想

是不是太狠了

明知道會有人想我

還要開這種沒命的玩笑

 

有時真得想像其他人一樣

驕傲的打一句：我回來了

 

未來的路還很長

 

會白癡的想起初三的這一天

該死的在午休時打給媽咪

開了一堆會讓她認真的玩笑

 

可是今年我也該死的讓她在網上等了很久

甚至認爲這又是她女兒的一個圈套。

 

我好想你們

拼了命地想你們

在愚人節的這一天

能夠想起我 偶爾跟我開個玩笑

多過份也沒關係

因爲連我自己都不能跟自己開玩笑了

 

 

不知道怎麽辦

真的是想自己想得那樣嗎

到底怎麽了

 

是一顆沒用的災星

沒有帶來什麽 卻留下了一堆得不便與傷害

 

-8月份跟媽咪還在世貿商説笑

 9.11就倒了

 

-去完泰國老虎樂園

 10只大老虎都死了

 

-在去完mt.helen之後

 幾十年都沒爆發的火山也發怒了

 

自從自己走了之後

很多熟悉的一切都變了

 

在沒有人的地方

一個人漫漫得活着

 

但是原本的一切

都變了

變得我都不熟悉 不曉得

甚至不能分憂

 

雖然她都說不要我擔心難過

但是

心得很痛

到底要怎麽辦

 

當初在選擇離開的時候

大概就自私地想好了

不管發生什麽

都不要回頭

因爲回頭的路已經消失了